don't you want to know something about my blog?
yeah it's all about you , boy..
for now on..
i couldn't leave you anymore or giving you to anyone else
you know why?
yeah of course i'm loving you too much
i'm addicted to you
that's one of my favorite habit..
but do you think the sama as i think everyday?
just you you and you
what did you do to me?
do you spell at me?
or it's just a magic for me?
that's still a big question for me
yesterday.. i thought that i won't love you this much
but i was wrong..
God made it straight
i have no confused.
could someone stop me for thinking you?
i have no idea about it
it's tiring to think about you all second , hour , or even days..
i couldn't stop my tears from falling down to the pillow i slept
you make me laugh , smile , mad , cry..
you'll never know my secret behind this smile
you have no asked bout it
i hope that there is a fairy guide that will always send my heart's message to you , boy
so you don't need to broke my little precious heart anymore
every steps you take.. every move you take..
why did my eyes always following them?
i don't want to be trapped here forever
it's spending my time.. i can't turned back to my normal life
please help me
don't make me falls to far
it'll make me scared of losing you
every day and night.. the one that i always waiting for is you
when i said i miss you i need your hug right now
when i said i hate you i need you apologize right now
when i said i love you i need your smile right now
and when i said i hate you.. please say 'don't go'
have you heard it?
i need you to be with me forever
don't leave me in this big world alone
i'm scared to be alone
i just want to be by your side whenever and wherever you go
i wanted to spend it while i'm still alive
don't laugh at me
because i'm not kidding right now
and i need you . my lovely boy
you're my precious thing ever
you know
i never can cry because of a boy previously
yeah you're the first boy who can make me cry
it's magic
so boy . don't play with my heart
when it brokes once , you'll never fix it again forever
i'm just an ordinary girl who needs a love
a love from my beloved boyfriend
i've promised myself that i won't let you go
but once you hurted me..
i won't coming back
i don't care about your pass anymore
i care about our future now
still hoping and hoping
i hope i can read your mind
do you still love me as before or not?
i don't know why but my feelings said that you've changed
your love wasn't as big as before.. when the first we're falling love each other
did you scared of losing me?
or you gonna leave me suddenly?
and pretend that we never know each other?
like in a cruel love story?
hope not
i will be all that you want
get myself together with you
all my life i'll be with you
to get you through the day and make everything gonna be ok
would you say
"dear.. i love you so much.. i'll never go apart from you..
when you said it's over.. i'll stop you to say it more
i'll keep you forever with me
no matter what happened you'll be my first and my last
so please don't go"
would you say it?
if you going to say those words..
i won't stop loving you
even everyone will never accept our love
i'll fight for it so do you
if you love me truely.. you won't excape from this war
you'll protect me from every raid
and say 'you'll be ok"
i don't need anything perfect..
i love you as what you are..
you're a perfect boy in my eyes
the perfect boy ever in the world
now.. later...forever
i hope that we'll have a good life with our new family
our kids..
we'll growing old with our true love
we'll having our time together
even if we must pass through a fight.. we'll pass it easily
so that no one can separate us..
because at the end they will know
how big is our love..
