I can't cry
I've spent too much tear
I've been thinking to stop
But yet, my heart says no
My brain says "stop it, you idiot"
"Nobody will care about you unless they knows you well"
You ain't an extrovert
Your mind is killing you slowly
Without anyone notice, your tears fell down like pouring rains
But yet, you still admit you're fine
You said "tell them, tell them what's wrong,maybe they'll help"
But my heart said "no, they won't. They'll think you're disgusting. Full of bad thoughts. Troubled"
Yeap, TROUBLED
That's what i've been thinking about myself