To open your mind how big and worthy this world to you..
To make you realize there are so many people still need you there than here..
You jail yourself for too long. You closed them.
But why? Even i've closed them so hard there will always a small hole that still can remind you from the past and your pain ?
Where can i get my own happiness just for a day ?
A peace.
You'll think twice or more when you decided to leave 2 valuable person for you..
But you'll only think once to punch them in the face when they disappointed you..
In the other hand, she knew how it feels.. How it feels to see your boyfriend are closer to your bestfriend than you.. How it feels when you saw your boyfriend talk so many things to your girlfriend than you.. How it feels when your boyfriend feels comfortable beside your bestfriend than you.. How your bestfriend better than you.
But now.. You seems like you don't care .. I do looks like a straight and innocent girl who'll be okay when your boyfriend talk a lot to other girls than you..
But deep inside . I wasn't.
But who knows ? And who will know?
No one. Because no one will understand until they're in your position.
Life is complicated.