attention attention!
Phoebe is going to speak !
haha lol just kidding
ahhhh.. i missed my blog already.. yeah it's been a few months i've never blogged anymore
and now !! i'm going to tell you all a story
such a beautiful story..
it's about my relationship with W ..
yeah.. as what the tittle is..
finally.. my parents have known it.. my relationship with W
i'm not afraid anyway.. but i'm feeling so happy so that i don't need to hide anything from my parents
my brother help me to tell them
honestly i don't even think that my brother will tell my parents that day
actually i'm going to tell my mom that day because she's disccusing my brother's girlfriend
and my mom suddenly told me that i can't have a boyfriend before i have a job
that was unfair ! right?
i was a bit angry that time and unwittingly i rejected what my mom just said
i asked her why? why can't i have a boyfriend now if he loves me too?
yeah i know anyone who heard it will know that i already have a boyfriend
my mom laugh and asked me back..
why you asked something like that? are you already have a boyfriend? who?
why don't you tell me?
you don't need a boyfriend you know.. you're still a child
yeah my lips was closed that time
i can't answer anthing but just keep arguing
i said that i'll promise her i won't do anything bad with my boyfriend like having a sex or whatever
because i'm sure enough my boy won't do it especially for W who has never kissed me once
all of you might think that i want a kiss but i doesn't
i'm happy that he want a healthy relationship for whom age like us
then when i go upstairs..
2 hours later my brother go back to my room too
he suddenly said that he has told my parents about me and W
what a surprise ! ==
i'm a bit scared .. since my parents know my relationship with him 2 years ago and it makes me have to break up with him
but the most surprise one is .. my parents just laugh but they didn't angry
and again.. my parents have known that i have a boyfriend and he's W
my parents was too smart for this
can't hide anything from them
lol
then my brother said to them that i want them to understand my position.. that i have a good relationship with W for almost 2 years and we loved each other
i know my parents protected me from a bad boy but i'm sure enough that W won't be like that
my parents scared that W will same as his father who has 2 wives
there are no woman who wants to be cheated or anything like that
of course me too
i can't blame on my parents for not allowing me have a boyfriend especially W who has a "broken" family
W's mom was the first wives of his dad.. and he knows how bad is his own father
and he ever said to me that he won't be like his father ..
cheating his own family who already has 3 kids but still want to marry a woman from a salon
my brother said that if W behaved like his father then my father won't forgive him
yeah i hope he won't be like that
i hope no one will broke my heart because i've counted on him
and i've believe him.. i'm sure.. he's good for me
maybe that day my dad remembered for a problem like this 2 years ago
and.. i don't whether it's just my feelings or what but my dad was a bit pissed off to me because he heard such a information
my mom has no problem with it and i've told her directly that W is my boyfriend
my mom asked is he good enough for me? did he love you?
how good is he? how came you loved him? for how long?
what a questions ==
my mother keep saying that she will agree if dad does
i'm too afraid to ask my dad.. because he's not in a good mood that time
he don't even see my eyes when we're talking and his face was.. horrible
how came i talk to him?? damn it
as long as i walk beside my dad.. i just keep in silence and .. yeah.. maybe chatting on my phone lol
then the next day.. my parents just.. back to usual ..
argh !! they confused me !
so awkward.. really awkward
then this weekend.. actually on saturday .. my parents come to the mall to watch me and my brother performances
and W was there that time. he's using a hat and red clothes
i bet my mom didn't see him because that hat.. because my mom is not a kind of an arrogant woman.. she's pretty nice
W is going to say hi to her but.. she didn't notice.. lol
first time i thought that my parents was angry to him but.. it's just because they didn't see him clearly..
and on monday.. my mom came to the mall to watch my brother's band.. including W
W is so much handsome that time lol
and luckily.. he's not using a hat so that my mom could see him haha
yeah i think my mom has agreed.. but.. my dad..
oh my god.. i can't even think about it.. maybe later.. or next time.. i'll tell him.. soon